Erotica Snippet ~ Sex Goddess

Walking back into the bedroom, you stop short to find me walking towards you in your old high school football jersey and those shiny, black stilettos.  Instantly, your dick and surprisingly, nipples, harden.  I'm smiling that devilish smile that tells you I'm up to no good with you.  My head is slightly tilted forward, licking my top lip ever so slightly; I saunter past you only to swing around right behind you.

I reach my hands in front of your sexy body and caress your chest while kissing your back, then biting playfully.  I run my hands down to your throbbing, fully charged dick.  I stroke my dick and whisper to you that I love my dick so hard and ready.

I walk back around to face you and drop to me knees, keeping my eyes trained onto yours.  I gently grab my dick with one hand and your balls in the other and stroke and fondle while still looking into your eyes.  I drop to a sitting on my folded legs position so I can lick and suck on your balls while stroking your shaft.  I kiss your balls tenderly, and then devour them into my mouth.  You inhale sharply and close your eyes tilting your head back as you place your hand behind my head to caress in approval.  I hum my satisfaction of your tasty nuts in my mouth a bit while stroking you.

I straighten myself out and blow gently on your tip, then suck it like my favorite blow pop in the world.  Each time I take you in and pull away, I turn my head a different direction, wetting it up and enjoying every suck.  I occasionally pull off and smack my tongue or cheek while watching you enjoy your baby sucking you off.

I stop abruptly, stand and turn walking towards the bathroom sink.  I stand in front of the sink with my legs spread the width of my shoulders.  You watch me bend over onto the sink while looking at you through the mirror reflection as I mouth to you, 'Come fuck your pussy baby'.

Without hesitation, you stand behind me while I'm getting ready for you to give it to me. I want to feel you inside so bad.  You reach between my legs and rub my clit, making me close my eyes and tilt my head in heady anticipation.  You lift the jersey up past my tattoos so you can look at them.  You take my dick and rub it on my sex lips making me whimper and beg you to put where it belongs.  You place one hand on my tattoos and help push my thick fucking dick into your warm, perfect pussy.  Once the head is in, you slowly push your whole self, deep inside me while listening to me gasp with delight.  Once in at full capacity, I command you to fuck me and fuck me hard and fast.  I want you to ravish me.  I want you to grab the hair at the back of my neck and pound into me making me moan with agonizing pleasure.  You give it to me until you are about to cum; you tell me to get ready and pull out so I can turn around, get down on my knees and stroke you till you cum explosively yet lovingly, all...over...my face and breasts, letting it trickle down my abs.

I stand up and lean against the sink.  As if my body is a cake and your cum is icing, you glide your finger on my body in an upward sweeping motion, lifting cum onto your finger, into my mouth, smiling reverentially at your seductive sex goddess.

Funsies ~ 5-Minute Word Spew

The '5-Minute Word Spew' is something I'm trying out.  In 5 minutes time, I'll just let my mind spew words. Almost kind of like word association, but not, if that makes sense.  Whatever comes to mind I'm listing.  Ready, go!

Long Wednesday
Traffic
Toy store
First kiss
First hug
kissy lips
beautiful smile
pretty brown eyes
Vulcan ears
nibble
hicky
nipples
Inside finally
Ultimate Joy
Magic Finger
Coconut flavor
Five times
False alarm
Pillow partition
Speed bump
Mimi's Cafe
Starbucks
Talking
Office Depot
Love pens!
Ticklish
Shower
Sexy ass
Hold hands
Recharge
Chipotle
Bowl
Bar
Handsome
Beer
Malbec
Salad
Create-a-Willy
annoyed
Black stilettos
Red lingerie
Teal
All the way
push it
Purple
Multi-stimulation
Orgasmic
Football jersey
3:00 AM
6:45 AM
Reverse cowgirl
Oatmeal
Omelette
Captain America
Take a chill pill
Sabres jersey
I am happy
I am sad
I love you
deeper
stronger
majestic redwood
bold
little redwood
Aloha Oe
Until we meet again

Emotional Wave ~ a Random Peek inside My Head

Emotions are very aggressive right now, toiling inside me.  I feel a really strong need to express myself, lest I forget, feelings subside or my courage withdraws back to the confines of my comfort zone.

Deeply, mind boggling love, does it exist?

A love so deep for someone, a desire you feel that is nothing sexual; one that is a purely energetic and magnetic in fulfillment to one’s mind and soul.  This love gives you a heady rush of adrenalin in your mind, cranking out so many thoughts and ideas about life.  The sexual hunger for someone that is even more deep and diverse because the basis for which you feel the hunger is driven solely by how that person’s inner being, their emotional core affects you profoundly.   Do you understand what I’m talking about?  Do you believe in what I'm talking about?  Have you ever felt this?

How does this level of love, connection, bonding occur?  It's a concept I don't understand, yet truly believe exists.  You want to feel so alive.  Your desire to make someone else happy lifts you up so voraciously.  You don’t understand, you can’t explain it, you can only feel it.

The emotional wave is subsiding.  I've guiltlessly given you a random peek inside my head.

 

"...I want somebody who cares for me passionately
With every thought and with every breath..."

 

Kismet, My Friend

As Kismet shows me signs, I follow.  I worry not about time as usually that hasn't been beneficial in any of my circumstances.  I can only hope I get to my destination.  I cannot force the pieces of life’s puzzle to fit prematurely.  If certain pieces end up not fitting, or destination missed, such is life.  I am not going to wish, pray or curse the universe for not giving me what I want.  I am going to thank for everything given.  Every experience, every word spoken or written, every emotion felt, will be soaked in and cherished.

Kismet as with the universe is usually always speaking or showing signs.  We are the ones either in tune or not.  Kismet whispers, then speaks to you, then starts yelling.  I feel Kismet is many times ourselves, our true selves, inner us’.

The proactive things we do in life are also part of fate.  Perception plays a parallel part.  If you say to someone, ‘The universe speaks to you, and then it starts yelling.’  You making this statement is fate, then the resulting action by the receiver of this statement will be due to their perception; the resulting action was 'listening'.

As far as life in general, we all tend to ignore or hear what we need/should be listening to.  Not just by the universe, often by those close to us who care about what they see us living through.  When I say Kismet, in relation to my path, I'm becoming in tune with myself.  I can tell you, for years I told myself there would never be anyone I'd ever meet that I could have interesting, meaningful conversations with, other than my dad.  I told myself this for so long, I truly believed it.  That belief created a muting of Kismet/universe frequency signals.  It was no longer a possibility to me therefore, I, in a sense, forfeited rights to receive signals.

We (people in general) are intertwined with one another on different levels.  Our paths intersect all the time.  I think it’s Kismet who makes the intersection such at a point it is pivotal in those who have intersected.  BUT, are they listening?  Are they in tune?  If we're not paying attention, going about our business in life, we’ll miss hearing the small and barely audible whispers.  Start listening; put your perception in high gear.  Slowly, paths will align and/or parallel ones created.

My path forked earlier this year and a parallel path was created.  Last month the parallel path was forcibly yet favorably paved.  I know alignment will be mine in time.  I trust in Kismet, my friend.

... There is No Pain ...

I have become comfortably numb ...

Somedays Are Better Than Others

I heard this song on the radio yesterday driving to work.

Made me think about my life, your life, all of our lives.

Life will always challenge you. Stay strong.

Stay positive.  Cry if you have to.

Get mad if you need to.

Feel alive, live.

Love.

Erotica Snippet ~ Ecstasy

My back arches as you gingerly flick my clit with your tongue.  Sucking on it, you grab around my thighs to hold my legs apart.  I moan and breathe deep as the feeling of your mouth and tongue invading my sex and entrance with force makes me writhe.  You turn on my purple G-Spot toy and watch me smile with my eyes close as I hear the faint titillating buzzing sound.  You know I wanted you to try this with me.  Your dick is throbbing and you so want to violate me with it.  But first, you want to see me squirm as I try to reach that 'other kind of orgasm' I told you about.  You stroke yourself with gentle persuasion to an adagio only you can hear, mentally telling your member to be patient.

Gently, you spread my lips and place the tip of my prized vibrating toy at my entrance.  I murmur my anticipation and raise my pelvis.  You're in a trance watching the toy being swallowed by my pussy; you secretly wish it was your dick.  Moving the toy with a subtle 'digging in the sand' motion, you make me groan with delight.  I grab my breasts and fondle my nipples.  Your bulging dick twitches as you watch and caress my legs, kissing my inner thighs delicately.  Every place you touch tingles.

I turn my bullet vibrator on, rub my clit for good measure and use my fingers to find my clit spot before eagerly positioning the second pleasure stick.  Instantaneously, the sensitivity throbbing from my clit connects with the vibrating sensations from the toy inside me, infiltrating my whole being with pure sexual ecstasy.

(I think next time, I'll take the suggestion of an anonymous reader to write about cum...)

I Am An American

I was born in Hawaii, the 50th State of the United States of America.

I genetically make up six different ethnic backgrounds.

I eat hot dogs.

I vote.

I exercise my right to Freedom of Speech.

I exercise my right to Bear Arms.

I am an American.

Thank you all service members of all branches of our country's military!

Happy Veterans Day!

Because Freedom Can't Protect Itself

A Taste of My Nergeekiness - I Like Star Trek, Love Firefly

My father is a Trekkie, hence I am ish, a Trekkie by default.  At a very young age, I often sat with my dad and watched Captain Kirk and his crew aboard the USS Enterprise (NCC-1701).  I would hear the opening theme song from the other room and my dad would say along with Captain Kirk 'Space...the final frontier...' - if you're reading this, you know what I'm talking about.  I would sing along - you know, when that woman's voice would sing the 'aaahh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhhh ahhhh'.  Yes, laugh.  It is funny, but this memory conjurs such warm, fuzzy, nostalgic feelings.  Happy thoughts.  I boldly think of Star Trek to bring me to my happy place.  More specifically, my all-time fave original Star Trek episode? 'The Trouble with Tribbles'  I wanted one.

  

I also enjoyed watching with dad Star Trek TNG and Star Trek Voyager.  Voyager was probably my most favorite of any of the series.  Why?  Well, for one, a woman Captain.  Captain Kathryn Janeway.  She was somewhat of a paragon to me.  I was fascinated by her leadership and subtle motherly-ish traits.  I didn't want to be like her, I admired her and wanted to work for someone like her - I was a young adult during the time of watching Voyager.  The character I associated myself with was B'Elanna Torres.  Laugh, but she was a badass!  Half-Klingon, half-human?  Come on, that's pure awesomeness.  And her beau, Tom Paris...kinda thought he was a cutie, he's on my hottie list.  In searching for a fighting clip of B'Elanna, I found a mushy clip that I initially posted (11/10/13 - music was Rascal Flatts) but as of 12/10/13, it is no longer available as the YouTube account owner closed their account.  Boo. So, plopped this one in instead.

Although I enjoy Star Trek, I stumbled across another Sci-Fi series in 2011 on Netflix.  The series originally aired in 2002; almost a decade later I discovered and fell in love with it - 'Firefly'.  Joss Whedon @josswhedon really is the man.  (Despite the very recent Equality Now speaking engagement, a supposed 'omg, no he didn't' apparently occurred about something he said.  I have no opinion on this.  I like Joss Whedon for his mind, his brilliance and contribution to my entertainment pleasure.)  I'm bummed it's not on Netflix anymore, but I do plan on getting the series so I can view at my leisure.

Firefly.  It's a space western drama set in the year 2517.  What I liked about it initially?  Nathan Fillion @NathanFillion Yes, he is on my hottie list. (There's an episode he's completely naked at the end...fave...haha!)  Seriously though, I first thought, a western-ish space series?  That could be cool.  It was.  Very.  So sad it had a short run...

I'm not going to review the series, only tell you I loved it and it's one of my favorite series.  And just so you know...only a couple of people knew about my love for this series.  I've publicly now confirmed and embraced the nergeek in me.  (Even nergeeks have a sexual side to them...another Erotica Snippet in the works by the way...)

Beautiful Life

Life leaves me full of thoughts, yet many times I am wordless ... music speaks for my heart, my healing, deserving heart ...

...we all want to find a Beautiful Life...I know I will.

'Erotica Snippet' Debut

I just spent the last twenty nine minutes mustering the courage to post this...you know that 'fuck it' shrug you do before sending some of your tweets?  I just did that...enjoy 'Her and Him'...

Her

...I back it up to you on all fours.  You're at the edge of the bed anticipating penetration.  I turn my head slightly so I can see you taking the sight of me in.  My pussy is waiting for you … yes, admire my tats, and enjoy my pose...like a cat stretching.

You lightly trace my tattoos, touch the lips of my sex and inhale as your cock pulses with excitement.  You slowly glide a finger in my pussy and I push against your hand to welcome you as I inhale at the sensation.  Then you add another finger and I moan.  You slowly finger fuck me while looking at your view and I think, ‘I fuckin love him ...’

I'm enjoying your fingers but softly beg you to put your hard cock in my warm, eager pussy.  You smile unbeknownst to me and stroke your cock getting ready.

You tell me to wet it up, and I do that thing where I lick my hand and touch, rub my sex...you guide your dick to my hand, as I grab your shaft you tense at my touch feeling our intense energy connect.  I help your head into me and push back as you push forward holding my hips.  You slide your wonderfully thick and throbbing cock into me all the way so I can feel you, ALL of you.  I grab hold of the sheets in anticipation of the amazing fuck you're about to give me....

Him

...She backs it up to me on all fours.  I’m at the edge of the bed anticipating penetration. She turns her head slightly so she can see me, taking in the sight of her.  Her pussy is waiting for me; I love her tats, and god almighty, her pose...like a cat stretching.

I lightly trace her tats, touch the lips of her sex and inhale as my cock pulses in excitement.  I slowly glide a finger in your warm, wet pussy and you push against my hand to welcome me inhaling at the sensation.  I add another finger, you moan.  I slowly finger fuck that pussy while looking at my view and think, ‘I fuckin love her…’

You’re enjoying my magic fingers but I hear you faintly beg me to put my rock hard cock in your warm, eager pussy.  I smile unbeknownst to you and stroke my shaft getting ready.

I tell you to wet it up, and you do that thing where you lick your hand and touch, rub your sex...I guide my dick to your hand, as you grab my shaft, I tense at your touch feeling our intense energy connect.  You help my head into your soft pussy lips and push back as I push forward holding your sexy hips.  I slide my gloriously thick and throbbing cock into you all the way so you can feel me, ALL of me.  You grab hold tightly of the sheets in anticipation of the amazing fuck I’m about to give you....

I Almost Did It

I almost posted one of my first uber short erotica vignette.  I decided to revamp it and rewrite so there will be two views - one from the female, and one from the male.  In essence, it'll be two uber short erotica vignettes, but telling a story from both sides of the moment they're in.  Mind you, I'm very much an amateur at this, but it truly brings me joy to write this stuff and have the courage to share it - universally, cyberly, unabashedly.  Go easy on me.

How about, after I post, give me ideas.  Scenarios you might want to read.  I've only read a couple of REAL erotica vignettes/novellas - they were amazing, but had more of a story line.  I like snippets, just 'those' particular scenes interest me, not the conversation or build up to the actual funsies of a story.  Hey!  That's what I'll call them, 'Erotica Snippets'.

Stay tuned for my first Erotica Snippet!  In the meantime, here's a few songs to convey my state of mind at the moment...getting ready to crash for the night...thinking about all that's happened in the last month alone...after over a decade of being in the shadows, shrouded.  I hope you like the true me.

Twitter Spawned Me

On Tuesday October 15th, 2013 at 3:49 pm EDT, the following tweet was created from my recently freed, suppressed brain.  My name was derived from, the below tweet; a fan follower conjured 'Toaster Cum Ass' and it stuck.

'Jizz, cum, semen, nut sauce, boy juice, cream, jism, cock snot, sperm, load...


What do you put in a toaster?'

I thought it funny, but never imagined it would catch and become a name many would grow to be fond of.

Welcome to my blog.  Never thought of myself as a blogger or writer, although believe it or not, I do indeed want to write a book/books some day.  As a forewarning, I am no English major and you may, on occasion find grammatical errors and made up vernacular.  I'll refer you to 'non-reliable sources' such as Wikipedia and Urban Dictionary.  This is me, take it or leave it.  

This is all new to me as I find myself trudging through a transitional period in my life.  I'm here to pour my thoughtless and thoughtful thoughts out to you, the curious reader.  Or perhaps you are one of my curious stalking TCs or 'Twitter Crush' if you don't know.  I inwardly refer to my TC's as my little 'Toasted Cummies', which I designate further by adding a word I associate that individual with at the end.  For example, my little Toasted Cummie: Nuts, Nutella, Vodka, Bear, Worm, Bromes, Nerd, Crush, Love, etc.  As silly as it may seem, naming some of you makes you a tad bit more than virtual and it's a mere endearment.  Enjoy it, it may not last.  I digress.  I hope you enjoy prancing around my silly little blog as much as I'm enjoying developing it.  It is a work in progress, 'under construction' if you will.  Your comments, good or bad, are welcome.  I do however, ask that you just try to keep your negativity at a minimum.  I'm only here for laughs, smiles, goofy grinning and silly head shaking.

Twitter has been my refuge through turmoil in real life.  I want to thank all of you who have brightened my days these past several weeks.  You don't know how much of a life boat Twitter has been; all you tweeps following and interacting with me, you all are the air in my life jacket.  I love ya'll.  Oh, and #donkeyballs!!!  Cause, hilarious.